I Must Go

For every hello there is letting go
I'm happy coz you became apart of me
In laughter and tears we share
I will treasure all our memories.

I don't want to see you go
I will close my eyes in the dark
I will never say goodbye
But I wont expect another "HI"

Thank you for making me happy
My days will turn in blue
It hurts but its time to go
Bye my only,I must go!

Lucious Dream

If star can only be reach
Then I get some to decorate my room
I am sure that lad will go home
After a week of being alone, i can call someone my own.

If only waves flash so smoothly in our skin
No one will be afraid to swim
then we can go our journey in the sea
With no fear to be hit by this Gods creativity

If we can only put back a broken glass
Everybody will not be aware of carelessness
But it can't coz once its done
We can't puzzle it back like the original one.

If time can be brought back
maybe I can say sorry
To those i hurt and wont feel this worry
But it can't and it only happens once...

Glimpse from Shadow

After the thunder here I stand still
In the middle of rain I have no fear
As the sun rise my strength increases
Until dawn my determinations goes on

The garden that was full of flowers
The leaves that dance and wave
Behind me is a dark blue sea
The water is so clear and it cleanses my soul

I look around and I saw Him
He is the man who always saves me
I came to Him crying
Confessing that I can't go on living.

The tears of pain just keep falling
I don't want anybody to see
So I run to the man of authority
I have to be strong and life must go on.

For silence is the best remedy
I smile to cover the feeling
Their is no reason of staying lonely
Grow up and know your story.

The Right to Resist

If someone is pressuring you to do anything that's not right or good for you, you have the right to resist. You have the right to say no, the right not to give a reason why, and the right to just walk away from a situation.

Resisting pressure can be hard for some people.Why?

They…

• are afraid of being rejected by others


• want to be liked and don’t want to lose a friend


• don’t want to be made fun of


• don’t want to hurt someone’s feelings


• aren’t sure of what they really want


• don’t know how to get out of the situation

Sometimes resisting isn’t easy, but you can do it with practice and a little know-how. Keep trying, even if you don’t get it right at first.

Spoken pressure—when someone pressures you with words—can be difficult to resist. Most people don’t want to risk making others feel bad, but it’s important to stand up for yourself.

Do

• Say no assertively
• Stay alcohol free
• Suggest something else to do
• Stand up for others
• Walk away from the situation
• Find something else to do with other friends

Don't

• Attend a party unprepared to resist alcohol
• Be afraid to say no
• Mumble
• Say no too aggressively
• Act like a know-it-all when saying no

If you want to resist, you’ll need to stay in control of the situation and, of course, stay alcohol free (or free of whatever the pressure may be). There are several ways to say no, but one is more effective than the others.

Sometimes you can feel pressure just from watching how others act or dress, without them saying a word to you. This "unspoken pressure" is especially hard to resist, because instead of standing up to a friend, you're standing up to how you feel inside.

Unspoken pressure may come from role models like your parents, your older siblings, teachers, coaches, or celebrities you see in movies and on TV. Unspoken pressure may also come from peers—your friends or other people your age. If you are concerned about the drinking of someone close to you.

Here are some tips for resisting unspoken pressure:

• Take a reality check—most teens don’t drink
• Remember it’s risky—alcohol can be dangerous
• Walk away from the situation
• Find something else to do with other friends

I feel like crying today!

What is this feeling I just can't explain. When I was alone I want to cry. I remember those advices I heard from my creative writing teacher this afternoon. She said that let us make the most of our time here on earth by spending moments with our parents. I felt the guilt inside coz I am suffering now from a problem with my parents. I don't want to see them because we had a misunderstanding since last week. Yes, i love them but I was hurt. I know I hurt them too. Thats why I was a bit confuse what to do. I can't say sorry at them. I want to let them feel my stubbornness. Deep inside me I miss them so much. I miss you nay! I want to cry..huhuh...

Remember
Always
You are
My only
Undying
Never-ending
Darling

Can't take the pain!

Dear Muffin,
I can't take the pain I'm feeling right now. I don't know how to handle this. I missing you so much that it hurts me when I think about you...do I have to tell you that you mean so much to me? I want to feel the love that you have for me. Mufz, Love you so much! Please say that your still there for me...How can I face tomorrow when your not there...

Miss you so much! Godbless!
Muffin

SUN and the MOON

In the midst of the crowd I see her
The face is so clear
She has a long hair that floats in the air
Walks slowly beneath those trees.

She smiles like pearls in the sea
Talks so smoothly with melody
Dresses in purity
Admired by everybody.

Behind the unique personality
Is a heart in agony
Looking for someone to feel her like one
The prince charming to come around.

I pity the woman I saw
Just when the man comes
Here is another story
A must to obey her family.

Even if things are almost perfect
Something has an exchange of it.
The woman in confusion
It’s like choosing between the sun and moon.