I feel like crying today!

What is this feeling I just can't explain. When I was alone I want to cry. I remember those advices I heard from my creative writing teacher this afternoon. She said that let us make the most of our time here on earth by spending moments with our parents. I felt the guilt inside coz I am suffering now from a problem with my parents. I don't want to see them because we had a misunderstanding since last week. Yes, i love them but I was hurt. I know I hurt them too. Thats why I was a bit confuse what to do. I can't say sorry at them. I want to let them feel my stubbornness. Deep inside me I miss them so much. I miss you nay! I want to cry..huhuh...